i love mike. we say i love you to each other now. i sleep and wake up next to him everyday & he gave me his house key. he is sooooo hot, haha. he's kinda addicted to working out so he's super buff. he takes steroids & his order came yesterday from poland. ive never seen them before. they come in small bottles & it looks like pee. 

oh! and my nose ring.... mMMMmMm looove it. mike loves it too. we're gona get a tattoo together this summer.

i cant belive this thing turned out to be serious/long term relationship. we both werent expecting this at all. i never expected to fall for him or care about him. but i do. weeeeird. he tells all his friends about me & ive talked to some on the phone & my pic is his cell phone background. he wants me to move in soon. he said he's not that ready & im not either. we're both honest w/ each other (at least i think he is). 

i felt like a wife this morning. we woke up together at 4am... very very nice. he got dressed for work. i put on his outfit for a while. he said i looked cute. we watched the news in his room while joking and laughing. he left for work. i washed the dishes from yesterdays dinner. i made the bed & hung his clothes. then i went back to my parents. his place feels like home to me.

i think i love him. weird.