I was obviously pissed off last night. I'm okay now. He's not worth any of my thoughts/emotions/anger, etc... he's history. he's dunzo. romantically, all guys are dead to me.

Mike is a clone of my 2005 ex. He takes steroids, workout-a-holic, explosive anger, court ordered domestic violence classes, court ordered anger management classes, been in jail for a couple days, and a manipulative womanizer. haha. never will i be a fool again. thanks to this experience, ive grown smarter.

I love being single & i think that's the #1 way to go. I'm defffffinitely not missing out on anything. I noticed that ive recently been getting lots of male attention, esp at bars or dinner places. Too bad theyre all dead to me.

Maybe I'm a little bitter. But I'm happy again. I love myself again cuz I know that I'm all that I've got. 

My current playlist:

Rihanna - Rehab (love her)

Rihanna - Take a Bow

Beyonce - Single Ladies

Beyonce - Me Myself and I 

Pink - There You Go

Mariah Carey - Shake It Off

Music is like journaling for me. And Rihanna is the one that I relate to the most.